I’m fickle and shallow and nothing will ever be enough for me.
Fuck everything. I am so tired of trying. Every step that I take forward, I get pushed 5 steps back. There is no way to win. I’m drowning and I have always depended on others to pull me back to shore. I try to tell others how to live and I can’t even take care of my own self. Only I can give me the help I need. I’m trying to find peace within myself, but that is when the darkness attacks the most.